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Gorean Many will say I am not a kajira. Many will have their arguments and will have decided long before they read to the end of this page. To them, all I can ask is that they read to the end and accept that each and every one of us has our view point. To a roman slave are any of us slaves?
The simple definition of a kajira is a gorean slave, gorean being the philosophy John Norman explains in his 25 Novels regarding a world called Gor. This of course is a very simple view point, and this girl cannot explain in one article what gorean is except to suggest reading the novels before you judge.
The only picture I can paint of the kajira is my own experiences, limited as they are. This girl is owned by Maitre Charon, a well known Master who is known for his gorean viewpoints. He expects, as any Master of any slave gorean or not, obedience, "no" is not a well used word in a kajira’s language.
One thing that was new to me was His desire that I would be more feminine. If there is a more feminine way to do anything from eating to walking to talking He desires I aim for it. Even doing simple tasks, like shopping or playing with children I can hear His soft voice guiding me, smaller steps when walking, not sitting cross legged, two hands to drink from a glass. And this is taken one step further as Master expects me to be sexual in many ways, to not be shy of my sexual nature. My climaxes are not rationed but Master encourages this girl to be close to it at any time, and to be in a heightened state most of the time. A sexually high slave is more obedient.
The next surprise in my path of learning was how well the gorean men know the way a woman thinks. Many, including myself, have at some stage considered the possibility that John Norman was in fact a woman. But no, He is a man with a great deal of understanding of how a woman thinks.
One aspect many who know me will be aware of is the way this girl is expected to treat other Free people. Calling folks Master and Mistress has now become second nature to me. A kajira is expected to show respect to all Free. And within the community of goreans in the UK this girl is expected to obey the gorean men. Master trusts His brothers with His own life so why not with His slave’s?
The community is a strength of the goreans. The men see themselves as brothers, so a brother in need, or his girl in need is treated as family.
Gorean discipline is harsh and fast. But once a gorean has punished, that’s it, no grudge that lasts for months. The aspects of pain play are not often a part of the gorean life but to say they are not there at all would be foolish, but when a gorean punishes there is no play involved in any shape.
Many will say a kajira has many restrictions, she cannot say no, she cannot set limits, she is expected to be pleasing to all. My reply to this is that in this collar I have found more freedom to be what nature intended for a woman to be. I have found the way to being a step further towards being beautiful, and being the feminine sexual creature that loves to please others. I am me.
La Kajira!
shayna
property of Maitre Charon
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