Another Roller Coaster Ride

Well, the last few days have been pretty tough. The rollercoaster ride has been up and down a lot of hills but at this point it looks like the station is getting really close. Like all coasters you hope the ride last longer than it does but eventually you have to get off and continue your life. This time though we won't have the option to get back on and ride again.

Well, if this doesn't make sense to you read some of the earlier posts. Things with my dad are not going well at all. As of monday the doctor had found a surgeon that was willing to perform a bipass on my dad. Up until this time the only other surgeon that had been talked to had refused. But today they did an MRI to look at his heart and see if the parts that weren't working were still alive and just hibernating. Well, it turns out that those parts of his heart aren't working at all so there is nothing that can be done. In the next few days he'll be heading home and there should be some hospice care to help caring for him. I'm at home now but I'm not sure when I should go up there. I had planned on going up there for a surgery that might have happened as soon as friday but that won't be happening. I guess I will wait and find out when he is going home and head up to be there for that.

Well, that's all that for now... My dad won't be around long... I fear he won't be at home more than a day or so. What will my mom do? That's the hardest part for me to take. Hopefully I'll be able to do something with the Warm Fuzzys on duckyplanet.com since those are all his. My dad came up with them and has drawn them as long as I can remember.