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Brookline Carmel Bulletin J M J T
October 4, 1959
Cogitatio Sancta
(Holy
Meditation)
Suggestions for Mental
Prayer
In our last bulletin, we spoke of talking with God. We
purposely said with rather than to, in order to indicate that prayer is a
conversation. According to St. Teresas
oft-quoted definition, Prayer is a loving conversation with God, Who we
know loves us.
As conversation, it should not be all one-sided. Prayer does
not consist merely in saying things to God. We must pause from time to time in our
speaking (whether it be vocal or simply mental) and be alert to hear whatever
He may have to say in reply. By being
too engrossed in our own talking, we may fail to hear the gentle voice of the
Holy Spirit as He speaks to us. (This
does not mean that we will hear actual
words. If we expect or desire this, the
devil may produce counterfeit visions
and locutions to lead us astray. But we
can expect, from time to time, to receive holy inspirations from God during our
prayer, and it is these that we should listen for at intervals. How can we be sure that these inspirations
are really from God, and not devices of the devil? The best general answer to this question is probably our Lords
admonition, By their fruits you shall know them. If we are inspired to do
good and to practice charity, it is most likely the Holy Spirit Who is
directing us; if, on the other hand, we are led to do something odd or
extraordinary, especially if it be contrary to directions we have received from
the representatives of Gods Church, we do well to be suspicious from the
beginning.
At times we may not be sure whether the inspiration is truly such or whether it is merely a holy thought which had been stored in our memory from previous reading, etc., and which has now come to light at a seemingly appropriate moment. We need not worry about this point, provided the thought is really a good one. If we are in doubt about its goodness, then it is best to proceed cautiously and, if possible, seek direction. We might conclude this parenthetical digression, already grown much too long in this, at least, we resemble our holy mother, St. Teresa by quoting the words of our holy Father, St. John of the Cross, from our last bulletin: There is no lie so carefully devised and composed that, if we study it carefully, we cannot tell it in one way or another to be a lie.)
Another suggestion for mental prayer is not to be overly intent upon
following a particular system or series of points. A person of systematic nature may feel some dissatisfaction with
his prayer if there is no clearly defined outline to it. Although a method can be of great help, we
should never allow it to dominate us.
It is a crutch, to be thrown away when we are able to walk without it. If we become too engrossed in it, we risk the
danger mentioned above, viz., of doing so much talking that we fail to hear,
and to be led by the gentle voice of the Holy Spirit. A certain docility is desirable here. We plot the course of our prayer, but we are ever ready to allow
the Holy Spirit to alter that course. The
Spirit breathes where He will. Father Marie-Eugene, O.C.D., in his I
Want to See God, asserts that among the manifold methods of prayer,
the best will be the one that will best unite the soul to God. Independent, as it is, of any external,
preconceived forms, Teresian prayer recognizes no other law than the free
expression of two loves that meet and surrender themselves to each other. The soul
in prayer should not be hampered by unnecessary rules of procedure. It should speak to God as it wishes, freely
and spontaneously, without being a slave to method. This is the kind of mental prayer most pleasing to God. The soul should be free to address God as it
feels inspired, and God should find no obstacle in the way when He chooses to
address the soul.
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God deliver us from saying, We are not angels, or We are not
saints, whenever we commit some imperfection.
We may not be; but what a good thing it is for us to reflect that we can
be if we will only try and if God gives us His hand! Do not be afraid that He will fail to do His part if we do not
fail to do ours. (St. Teresa, Way of Perfection, chap. 16).
L D V M
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