Myra Ellen Amos

Born: August 22, 1963
Old Catawba Hospital
Newton, North Carolina

Family Tug-of-War

Her father is a Methodist minister. He studied pre-med with plans for becoming a physician. On the father's side, her grandparents, James and Addie Allen Amos, were both ordained ministers with their lines coming from France and Scotland. Her grandmother believed in "virgin's forever."

Her mother loves Nat King Cole and comes from a line of Cherokee Indian. She has a gift for accurate premonitions and dream interpretations which is a Cherokee ancestory gift. She has a brother Mike and a sister Marie. Tori learned about nature, dreams, and alternative medicine from her mother. Her grandfather, Poppa, taught her Cherokee legends and beliefs. With perfect pitch and voice, he sang to Tori since she was born. Tori thought the world of Poppa. He taught Tori how to look at the world differently. He told Tori to not "think like those people who have invaded this [the US] continent".

"I always thought of them (her parents) as the 'bad' and 'good' sides. It's like the concept of the mango -- dry and juicy." (SPIN 8/94:50)

As you can see, there is a big difference in the belief of both sides of the family. It is no wonder that there is a great struggle heard throughout Tori's music.

Ticking the Ivories

Tori started playing the piano at the age of two and a half in Baltimore, Maryland.

After her older brother and sister finished practicing their piano lesson, Tori would play the piano. Eventually she played classical pieces, and could play any song she could pick up by ear.

At her young age, she took on some animated conversations, which accounts for some of the facinating interviews that we read.

Music Rebellion (1968-1972)

She auditioned at Baltimore's Peabody Conservatory of Music and received full scholarship and was the youngest amitted to the institution.

During her stay, she fell in love with the music of the Beatles, Led Zeppelin, and Jimi Hendrix along with Mozart Beethoven, and Bartók.

Tori found that she was being taught a systematic way of learning music which just just did not work. Tori had to bribe her brother and sister to play the pieces, intended for sightreading, so that she could play it by ear.

To Maryland (1972-1973)

Moved to Silver Spring, Maryland. Her father was a pastor of a new church, the Good Shepherd United Methodist.

Here Tori was constantly being judged on her music, but that did not stop her from getting many trophies and honors.

Death's door (1973-1974)

Many other things happened during these years, but the most prominent was the death of Poppa, January 1973. She played and sang his favorite hymns at the funeral in North Carolina. Her mother says that, " she never got over his death. He was the only person she ever completely respected. She would go to his grave 3 times a week and sing to him until she was 13."

Then in December, Tori's grandmother died. Five months later they moved back to North Carolina where an uncle died.

Tori also found out that her scholarship for the Peabody was not renewed and since they were poor, she could not continue.

Bars and Staffs (1974-1984)

At age of twelve, Tori wrote a song called "More Than Just a Friend" for a boy she had a crush on. The boy threatened to beat her up if she played it in front of a school assembly. But after the event, he said that it was better than he thought and she was not beaten up.

Her father tried motivating her to reaudition to the Peabody Institute. TRYING to not letting the past rejection get to her, she prepared. But, the Tori we know just had the devil within her. As a result, she played a rendition of "I've Been Cheated". Needlesstosay, she was not readmitted.

At this point, Tori's father became a strong support for getting Tori back on her feet by getting a job playing the piano. During the summer of '77, Tori got a job at Mr. Henry's (a gay bar). Then in August, she worked at Mr. Smith's in the Tiffany lounge (provided that one of the parents were present because of the law was not a high necessity for the owner).

Again, in June of 1978, they moved to another church. Tori became active in many ways. She did severval school productions, directed children's choir at her father's church, wedding gigs, government functions, and benefits at the church.

Baltimore (1974-1984)

Tori cut her first single, cowritten with her brother Mike. The song was written in honor of the city's baseball team, the Baltimore Orioles. The single was releasing with the labeling of her initials, MEA.

The Real Me (1974-1984)

One night, one of Tori's friends, Linda McBride, came to hear her play. Anyway, her boyfriend came and said, "Tori. Your name's Tori." and Tori said that he was right and from that moment on, Ellen adopted the name Tori.

Y Kant (1989-1989)

On September 10, 1984, Tori moved to Los Angeles. Tori set up a little studio in a tiny apartment. In order to pay rent and other odds and ends, Tori found herself in a commercial for Kellog's Just Right cereal.

After Christmas in Maryland, she went back to Los Angeles for a gig she had. After the performance, a fanatic member at the performance offered her a ride home and on the way he stopped and rapped her. As years past, Tori watched Thelma and Louise and a flood of memories came back. Afterwards, she sat outside of "Mean Fiddler" in North London during the afternoon and wrote this song just before a gig she had. As Tori does her tours, she always makes it a point to sing this a capella song in hopes to reach out to women who share her same tragic experience. During the years, Tori was able to form R.A.I.N.N. (Rape Abuse Incest National Network). On May 16th of 1997, R.A.I.N.N. Day was held at noon. During this day, most television and radio stations made a public service announcement for R.A.I.N.N. (Various sources)

Atlantic Record took a notice to the the songwriter and her band, Y Kant Tori Read. There where too many outside opinions that eventually led to the band to be taken apart.

Little Earthquakes (1989-1992)

Despite he result of this album, Atlantic decided to give Tori one more chance. When the president, Doug Morris, listened to a few songs, he asked, "What is this shit?". Tori was obviously not getting very positive feedback from the president. She worked on a brand new set of song.

Evidently, they did not think the music was good enough because Hence Davitt Sigerson arrived at Tori's doorstep in order to help with the lyrics and music. After a moment of listening to Tori's Take to the Sky, Leather, and a few other pieces, he told Atlantic that she did not need help and to go along with the album. After several weeks recording eleven songs, she waited and they rejected the master tape.

In Eric Rosses home studio, Tori recorded Girl, Precious Things, Tear in Your Hand, and Little Earthquakes since Tori's budget was gone. Again, Tori was interrupted by Doug Morris from Atlantic, but after hearing Girl, he gave them his blessing and nothing more.

Under the Pink (1993-1994)

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Boys for Pele (1995-1996)

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from the choirgirl hotel (1997-1998)

The album was recorded in Amos's 300-year-old Cornish barn, which she converted into a studio with her new husband, the album's engineer Mark Hawley [Q Magazine 4/1998]. The barn is located in Cornwald, England, and was recorded during towards the end of 1997. Tori says that she wrote a lot of it "in the tropics" [ Mike Why's page].

Q/A

Where do you write your songs?

"I like writing in bathrooms. The acoustics can be great. You can turn on the water, sing, and nobody can hear you." (People Weekly; V45:1, p28,c1)

Tid-Bits

  • Tori believes in reincarnation.

  • Tori has a little wizard that hides in her piano at night.

  • "I get inspired by somebody, then I inspire somebody, and on and on, then somebody comes back and inspires me again."

  • Tori uses Peroxide 30, with Clairol's Torrid's Torch Crimson to die her hair.
  • She says, "I do it myself, it cost me $3.70 once very five weeks, and then, I use another color - Beautiful Red, and the color of Rosewood Brown."
  • Tori loved 'Haagen Daaz Coffee' ice cream.

  • In 1993, Tori owned less than 100 shoes.

  • Basquat was the most influential pianist of Tori. "He was big in the early '80s, but dead now. Salvador Dali too, maybe more so. I love Dali." (Upside Down #4)

  • Tori's Y Kant Tori Read band performed live only once and Tori wore a black cape at the show. (Upside Down #4)

  • Tori was in a Kelloggs Corn Flakes TV commercial in 1985. She had long braided hair and had to cut it for the commercial. She said that she looked like a "yuppie", but she needed the money. The money helped to make Little Earthquakes happen.

  • Tori DOES NOT have a cat named Easter.

  • Tori left the Madison, Wisconsin concert on 10/4/94 in an ambulance. She was taken to University Hospital, and treated for chest pains and restricted breathing. A condition called Costocondritis. Tori is fine now. (Upside Down #5)

  • In less than nine months, Under the Pink sold over a million copies in the United States.(Upside Down #5)


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    Updated July 17, 1997

    "Drops of Ivory",since July 1997