CHAPTER 9

Rosings Park - April 1815

A miserable Colonel Richard Fitzwilliam rode slowly through the town of Hunsford towards Rosings Park. He acknowledged the wave of welcome from the Clarke household. As well I might; thanks to me your income just doubled, he thought. Within a few minutes he passed the parsonage and saw the Reverend Mr. Collins attending his garden.

"Colonel Fitzwilliam!" he cried, "How good to see you again so soon. What a pleasure it is to have the company of such an august gentleman as yourself, unselfishly serving our King…"

Richard allowed the man to prattle on; the vicar meant well and Mrs. Collins was a good friend to Anne. Within a few minutes the lady of the house came out to join them. "Colonel Fitzwilliam, you are welcome indeed! Please take a few moments to step inside?" Something in Mrs. Collins' demeanor encouraged Richard to agree to her suggestion. Richard knew he had chosen well when Mrs. Collins declared to her husband, "Mr. Collins, what are you about? The meeting of the church lay council starts within the half hour!" She effectively shooed the man upstairs to "make himself presentable" before returning to their guest.

"Colonel Fitzwilliam, I am glad we have had this few moments to talk in private," Mrs. Collins began. "Things have been very strained at Rosings since you left. Your orders have improved things in the village, I dare say. Even Mr. Collins will agree - in private. But Lady Catherine has been…very unhappy since your departure in February. I am afraid Miss Anne has taken the brunt of her abuse."

Richard turned white with anger. "Is that so? Why has my father not been informed?"

"Because Miss Anne would not permit it," came from the hallway.

The two turned at the sound of their interrupter. Mr. Collins stood at the foot of the stairs, his cravat in his hand to be tied. "Mr. Collins!" exclaimed his wife. "I…"

"No need to apologize, my dear." He crossed over to her and laid his hand on her shoulder. "I have given far too much of my attentions to our unworthy patroness and not enough to the mother of my children. I have not lived up to my own sermons. It is I who needs forgiveness. It is no wonder that you do not confide in me. I shall labor to earn your trust." Mrs. Collins looked upon him is absolute shock.

"Colonel Fitzwilliam, as I said before, I am very glad you are here. Miss Anne has been most unhappy. Lady Catherine, I am not pleased to report, has been very unkind to her - indeed to the whole household. Why she even had cross words for Mrs. Collins just last week! It is becoming intolerable. I have attempted as her pastor, in the most respectful manner, to advise Lady Catherine; to get her to see the errors of her ways; but to no avail. I would do more, but…you see, my family…" Mr. Collins threw up his hands in defeat.

Richard's heart was touched. "Fear not, sir. I pledge to you that your family is in no danger. I speak for my father, the Earl of Matlock, and my cousin, Fitzwilliam Darcy, in this matter."

To Richard's embarrassment, tears came to the man's eyes. "Oh, Colonel, you cannot know what a burden has been lifted from my shoulders. That you would turn your attentions to such an unworthy as myself is beyond any reward I could hope for. Speak! Ask any question - I and my wife are at your disposal." Mr. Collins had clearly switched his alliance to the family of Matlock.

"But your meeting, sir?" asked Richard. "I am delaying you…"

Mrs. Collins rose to her feet. "I shall advise them that you are in a most important meeting with Colonel Fitzwilliam, my dear," she told her husband. She turned to Richard. "They shall understand - your name is upon everyone lips as the savior of Hunsford."


A half hour later, a better advised Richard Fitzwilliam rode to the doors of Rosings. Handing the reins to the stablehand he ascended the steps and announced himself at the door. The doorman was clearly nervous; he begged the colonel to wait upon his Ladyship's pleasure.

"Nonsense, man - you know who I am!" Richard declared in false good humor. "I'll just let myself in - no need to bother Aunt Catherine. That's a good man…" Richard slipped past the doorman and went in search of Mrs. Parks. He found her in the empty breakfast parlor.

"Colonel Fitzwilliam!" she cried. "When did you arrive, sir? Are you staying long?"

"No, madam; just to have a word or two with Lady Catherine and Miss Anne. But first I would speak with you. I understand things have been difficult lately. What may I do?"

"Oh, sir; do not worry yourself on my behalf! I am fine - I know my duty. I will do what I can for the staff. Please, you must save your efforts for Miss Anne."

"The Collinses said the same. What is going on?"

"Sir, I believe Lady Catherine is planning to take Miss Anne away - to Bath."

"That is my understanding. Why is this a concern?"

"Lady Catherine has been after her…to improve herself…to attract a suitor…"


Richard paused before the great doors of the sitting room, steeling himself for the interview to come. "You may announce me," he said to the butler.

A moment later, he heard, "You may come in, Richard."

Richard entered the elaborate sitting room and saw that his aunt sitting in her usual chair at the far end. She seemed as a spider in the center of her web. A slight smile seemed to dance upon her lips. "Ah, the savior of Hunsford returns! To what do I owe this visit, nephew?"

"Aunt, do I need a reason to visit?"

"Do not play games with me, boy. Always I have been celebrated for my frankness of character; I expect nothing less from any of my family." Of course you do, thought Richard. "Why have you returned?"

"To bid you farewell: I am off to the Continent to face Bonaparte."

This declaration seemed to take Lady Catherine by surprise. After a silence of a few moments, she said, "I am afraid I do not understand your meaning. Is not the tyrant held captive on some small island; in the Mediterranean, perhaps? Why would you need to face him? Does he need to be arrested?"

Richard was stunned. Does she not know what has happened? "Bonaparte has escaped Elba. He is back in Paris - the French King has fled. The Emperor has raised an army. Britain goes to fight him yet again."

Lady Catherine was affronted. "Escaped? Surely someone has not done their duty. I assume it was one of those foreign types that was responsible. Such a thing would not happen if an Englishman was in charge."

"I am sure you are correct. In any case it falls upon us who wear the King's uniform to set things right."

"When do you leave?"

"The regiment sails in May."

"Then you go with my blessing. Was there anything else?"

"I would like to speak to Anne before I go."

"Yes," she looked at him narrowly, "I suppose you do."

Richard became wary. "Is she about? My time is short. I must leave soon."

"What business do you have with my daughter, sir?" Lady Catherine demanded.

"To take my leave of her, as I have done with yourself."

"And is that all?"

"I am afraid I do not take your meaning, madam."

"I am sure that you do, sir. Oh, yes…I know much more than you think."

"I do not think I like what you are insinuating, Aunt. Are you accusing me of improper behavior?"

"Is it proper to make love to my daughter under my very nose?"

"Madam!" Richard fought hard not to lose his temper; he must not fall into Lady Catherine's trap. "I do not know what lies you have been told, nor do I wish to hear such vile accusations made against your daughter. Let me simply assure you that I hold Anne in the highest regard and respect, and would let nothing damage her reputation while I have breath in this body."

"A very pretty speech, sir. Yes, very pretty. Do you think me blind? I watched you 'take your leave' of Anne in February. What other liberties have you been permitted? Answer me, sir!"

"Lady Catherine, I shall not dignify that question with an answer. By God, if you were a man…" Again Richard struggled to retain control. "I have nothing to say to you about Anne at this time, except this: my intentions in matters of this kind have always been honorable. Is it your belief that I have compromised your daughter? If so, than I am prepared to do the right thing by her." Come Aunt, make my dreams come true.

"Oh, no - you shall not have your way that easily. I know that it is Rosings Park, not Anne, that is your desire - and that you shall never have!" Lady Catherine grew into a passion.

"I care nothing for Rosings. Besides, Rosings belongs to Anne, not you - as you well know."

"Only because of the legal chicanery of your father and uncle! But Anne is my daughter - she needs my permission to marry."

"Anne is of legal age."

"Anne shall do as she is told! Already I have made preparations - begun inquiries. Anne will be united to a proper family, one that is worthy of a de Bourgh!"

"One that can be manipulated, as well. Such a complying man shall be hard to find. Do you believe you will find such a person in Bath?"

His aunt sneered. "Bath - London - it matters not. I know Anne shall not travel to Derbyshire again!"

Richard looked at his aunt with as much composure as he could manage. "You would condemn your daughter to a loveless marriage - just so you can hold on to Rosings?"

"Love?" Lady Catherine raged. "You speak the same foolishness as your cousin! Pemberley has been polluted forever by that…creature Darcy married. Anne will have an estate of her own and I shall prevent you and my hateful brother from stealing Rosings from me!"

"And if Anne refuses to cooperate?"

"She would not dare! However, if none of my…candidates are suitable, Anne and I will live here comfortably for the rest of our lives."

Richard stood in awe of his aunt's selfish, ignorant maliciousness. One word from Anne would destroy her whole world. She was of legal age - she could marry anyone she chose. He wondered if his aunt was quite sane. "I think there is nothing more we can say about this, or any other matter. I will leave you now. Farewell, Aunt." Richard turned to leave.

"Richard!" Lady Catherine called out. "I have not forgotten how you mistreated me when last you were here. You dare to speak to me without first offering me your apology? I am most severely displeased!"

Richard halted before the door. With one hand on the knob he said, "Do not worry, my lady. With any luck, the French may solve your problem with me forever." At that, Richard left the sitting room, closing the door behind him.


Richard stormed though the halls, trying to control his emotions, when he came upon Mrs. Parks again. She looked at him with compassion and simply said, "She is in the gardens, sir."

With a smile, he thanked the housekeeper and dashed out the doors. Anne stood in almost the same spot as in February looking at the new buds. "Anne!" he called as he ran to her. She, in turn, rose and waved to him, her smile heartbreaking in its beauty. He reached her and took her hands in his. "Ah, the pretty buds of April, and here is the prettiest!"

"Oh, Richard, it is so good to see you - even if you do say such lies." You came back for me! she thought with joy.

To Richard's concern he found that he did exaggerate Anne's looks - there were circles under her eyes and she looked as if she had eaten ill for some time. Oh, Anne, how horrible has it been for you?

Anne's eyes took her cousin in. "Richard? Why do you wear your sword?"

"Do not worry about that, my dear. Let me look at you." Quieter, he asked, "Why did you not send for me?"

"There is nothing she can do to hurt me. Are you here long?"

"No - I must leave for London soon…"

"Did you bring the coach? I did not see it…" She looked around him and saw only his horse. Anne turned back to him. "You rode?" Suddenly there was a sinking feeling in her stomach. "Richard, why are you here?"

"Anne…I…"

Realization came to her. "It's the crisis, isn't it? You're going back…back to fight Bonaparte…" Unlike her mother, she had been reading the newspapers.

Gravely, Richard answered, "Yes Anne."

"Oh, God," She laid her head on his chest. "When?" she whispered.

"We sail in May…I came to…I had to see you before…"

In a small breaking voice she said, "I thought you had come back for me…"

Richard was in anguish. He took Anne's face in his hands and stared into her eyes, memorizing every lovely feature. "Anne…there is so much I wish to say…but now is not the time…oh, my dearest…"

Anne began shaking her head, her eyes swimming in tears. As her small fists began beating on him she cried, "No, no…not now…How can you say these things to me now? Now that you are leaving me? Maybe never to return? How cruel…I cannot stand it…leave me, let me go…please…." She broke away from Richard and fled into the house.

Richard stood like a statue watching her flee. Then slowly he sat on the bench behind him, removing his hat and holding his face in his hands.


Anne rushed past the housekeeper and up the stairs. She had her choice of her rooms to run to. By very good fortune she chose her sitting room. There she found Mrs. Jenkinson. "My goodness!" the woman cried as she rose from her chair. "Whatever is the matter?"

Anne, her face swimming in tears, hesitated and then embraced her companion. "It…it is Richard…he is going away…to France…"

"To France? Whatever for?"

"The war…Bonaparte - he goes to fight Bonaparte…he didn't come for me…goodbye - he came to say goodbye…oh, I cannot bear it…"

Mrs. Jenkinson was distraught, but she kept her wits about her. "Oh my dear," she told her girl, "how distressing - what you must be feeling." She allowed Anne to weep for a few moments more before asking, "How did you leave it with the Colonel, Anne?"

"W…what? Leave it…?"

"Anne!" Mrs. Jenkinson asked sharply yet kindly, "What did you do?"

"Do? I did nothing. I…I fled…"

"Oh, my girl, what are you thinking? Colonel Fitzwilliam comes here to bid you farewell - forgive me, but perhaps for the last time - and you just run away?"

Anne's tears stopped as she realized the extent of her blunder. Her eyes grew wide and panicked.

"He goes to war, my dear," Mrs. Jenkinson continued. "Have you any idea what he shall be going through in the weeks to come? Perhaps the only comfort he shall have will be the knowledge that those he cares for at home are thinking of him. Oh, my love, you cannot be this cruel." She held her charge at arm's length. "Anne - no secrets now - do you love him?"

Eyes downward, Anne said, "With all my heart. Oh, Mrs. Jenkinson - what shall I do?"

Mrs. Jenkinson raised Anne's head with her hand under the girl's chin and looked into her charge's eyes. "You must let him know."

"Oh…where is paper?" Anne dashed for her desk.

Mrs. Jenkinson moved towards the door. "Quickly as ever you can, my dear…we will delay him…"


Colonel Fitzwilliam knew not how long he sat in the garden. Finally the sound of hooves against cobblestones brought him back to himself. He slowly rose to his feet, took one last look at the door Anne had rushed into, and turned to leave.

As he approached the front of the house, Richard saw that most of the household staff had gathered on the front steps, Mrs. Parks and Mrs. Jenkinson among them. The housekeeper approached him. "Colonel Fitzwilliam, the staff wanted to see you off as you go to serve the King in defense of the country. We wanted you to know that you have done good service here at Rosings and Hunsford, and that we all shall be praying for your safe return." A murmur of "Here, here," rose among the throng. First the butler, than others came forward to offer their hand. While shaking hands and accepting good wishes, Richard noted that the crowd began to part.

There at the open front door stood Anne, looking regal and beautiful - every inch the de Bourgh. She walked down the steps and stopped a few feet from Richard. After giving him an imperial look, she turned to the servants. "It is well that we do homage to Colonel Fitzwilliam. While we stay here safely at home, involved in our daily tasks, he goes across the seas to join our troops to face the tyrant of France - the monster who endangers freedom everywhere." She turned back to Richard. "Colonel, you go to battle with our thanks and prayers. Do honor to our gracious majesty, George III, and return home safely to us. God save the King!"

"God save the King!" repeated the crowd.

"Colonel, here is an additional report from the steward - he entrusted it to me to be delivered to you." Anne handed Richard an envelope. "Goodbye, cousin; and Godspeed!" She held out her hand.

A very confused Richard gave Anne's hand the most perfunctory of kisses before turning to mount his horse. As he did so, a shout arose from the gathered servants: "Three cheers for Colonel Fitzwilliam!"

"HIP, HIP, HURAH! HIP, HIP, HURAH! HIP, HIP, HURAH!" All cheered lustily; including Anne. Richard awkwardly tipped his hat at the recognition and rode off, the people of Rosings waving until he was out of sight.


Richard spent the first half of his journey to London in quiet misery. Over and over he thought about what had happened - and what he might have done differently. Anne's contrariness confounded him - one moment she was embracing him; the next she was running away. Her farewell was particularly confusing; she acted as he might expect Lady Catherine to act. Had he misjudged her feelings? No other answer occurred to him.

After about an hour, while walking his horse, Richard recalled the letter from the steward. Deciding to occupy his mind with estate issues rather than romantic ones, the colonel took the letter from his inside coat pocket and opened it. To his surprise, the note had only three words written on it:

I love you.

Richard stopped his horse and stared at the note for what seemed an eternity, working to believe what he was seeing. Finally, reality was triumphant; joy overspread his features and a shout of glee escaped his lips. There was no doubt who had written the beautiful words; Richard knew Anne's hand very well. All of his doubt erased, the colonel looked about him in happy confusion. To his horse he said: "Look! You see? Ha, ha! She loves me - Anne loves me! Hurrah! Oh, the world is wonderful! Ha, ha! Oh, I think I shall grow mad with happiness!" He began to dance in front of his mount. "Oh, oh, what shall I do? Shall I return to Rosings? Yes - I shall see my sweet Anne again…speak to my aunt-"

Richard stopped short - reality was triumphant again. He knew he could not successfully face Lady Catherine again. What to do? he thought vigorously. I cannot return to Rosings - Aunt Catherine would never give her consent. Anne would come away with me, I am sure. But should I ignite war within the family now, just as I am going to France? No, that would be selfish. But I must respond! Anne must know that I return her feelings - oh, what a brave, wonderful woman! To take such a chance…the exposure - I must protect her. But how to communicate with her? I cannot write to anyone at Rosings save Aunt Catherine…and there is no solution there! Wait! Mrs. Parks or the steward or Mrs. Jenkinson? No, that would not serve…I cannot ask them to be part of such a conspiracy. But who…?

Another moment's thought and Richard leapt upon his horse. He spurred his mount towards London and the one person who could help him.


London

The Darcy family was just sitting down to tea when the butler announced Colonel Fitzwilliam. "Richard!" said Elizabeth. "Welcome to Darcy House. We were just sitting down to tea - would you join us?"

Richard bowed to his cousins. "That would be most agreeable."

Darcy eyed him. "You have ridden hard, I think. Perhaps something stronger than tea?"

"No, cousin; perhaps later. Tea is just the thing to set me up."

"Richard, I am so glad to see you again," said Georgiana. "I thought when you took your leave of us last week we should not meet again until you returned from…well, you know…"

Richard smiled at his ward. "I must report to my regiment tomorrow, but tonight I have business here."

Darcy became alert. "I see…shall we adjourn to the library then, Richard?"

"Darcy, Darcy, I did not say my business was with you. I must speak with Georgiana." He turned to the girl. "My dear, I need your help…"


"Richard, I cannot say I like this scheme of yours," complained Darcy.

"Why not, brother?" asked Georgiana. "I think it is perfectly reasonable. Besides, he asked me, not you."

Darcy frowned. When he married he had hoped that Elizabeth and her sisters would have a lively effect upon Georgiana, but not this lively. "Georgiana, I am still your guardian…"

"Yes, husband," injected Elizabeth, who handed Anne's note back to Richard. "And a most reasonable one you have been," she added with a raised eyebrow. An unmistakable signal: Trust me in this.

Darcy groaned inward. There was no winning this battle, as he had learned upon previous occasions. Anyway, he thought, she was usually right. "I will allow this…slightly improper plot," Darcy said magnanimously, "as long it is under Mrs. Darcy's supervision." There; it is your fault should things go badly.

"My husband is most wise," Elizabeth said with only the smallest twinkle in her eye. "Richard, you will give your sealed note to me. Georgiana, I am afraid I must approve of your letter to Anne prior to it being sent along with Richard's note enclosed." Both Richard and Georgiana agreed to the conditions.

Lizzy's twinkle did not escape Darcy's notice. You shall pay for that, my love, he promised with a slight smile, tonight.

Of course I shall, darling, Lizzy's expression said in return.


Rosings Park

Anne paced her rooms like a caged wild cat. Since her impulsive act of actually giving Richard such a blatant, unladylike declaration of her feelings, her emotions had swung between mortification and anxiety. She longed to hear from Richard and frightened to know what he thought of her rash action. She could not go out of doors - the April rains had come with a vengeance - and there was no relief downstairs, with her mother's incessant plans for Bath.

Mrs. Jenkinson looked upon her charge with a sense of helplessness. She knew her advice to Anne was sound. Everything now depended on the Colonel to act in such a way as to comfort Anne. How it was to be accomplished she did not know. Mrs. Jenkinson had half-expected Colonel Fitzwilliam to have returned by now; surely he had read Anne's note. She did not know what was in it, but it was not hard to guess. Yet it had now been three days and there was no sign of the man. She worried: had she misjudged the colonel?

The two women's ruminations ended with a knock at the door. Mrs. Jenkinson opened it to find Mrs. Parks herself with a letter for Anne from Georgiana Darcy. From the look of the housekeeper it was certain that Mrs. Parks felt that the only way to prevent Lady Catherine from intercepting Anne's mail was to deliver it herself.

"Anne," said her companion, "here is a letter for you; 'tis from Miss Georgiana."

"Thank you, Mrs. Jenkinson. Please excuse me; I shall read it in my bedroom."

"Go on, my dear," Mrs. Jenkinson replied. To Mrs. Parks she said after Anne had left them, "Thank you missus; she's been quite low these last two days."

"'Tis no trouble;" said Mrs. Parks. "I am glad to be of service to dear Miss Anne. I only hope that we have not placed our trust in an unworthy gentleman."

"I cannot believe him to be so…" Mrs. Jenkinson began.

"WHEE!"

The two women looked in surprise at the unusual sound that came out of Anne de Bourgh's bedroom. A few minutes later the occupant emerged, relatively composed, save for the heighten color on her cheeks.

"Mrs. Parks, there will be a letter for Miss Darcy; please see that it is posted directly," said Anne.

"Yes, Miss," responded a puzzled housekeeper.

"Mrs. Jenkinson, please excuse me, but I must see to this letter at once."

"Of course, Anne. I'll just see to dinner, shall I?" The two older women gave each other a look.

As Anne reached her writing desk she added, "Oh, by the way; Mrs. Jenkinson, please be so kind as to inform my mother that I shall not be accompanying her to Bath - not next month or any time in the future. Thank you; that is all."

Mrs. Parks and Mrs. Jenkinson walked down the hall with huge grins on their faces.


© 2005 Jack Caldwell

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