Chapter 31
October 2004

Special Agent Baugham made himself comfortable in Fitzwilliam's office. "Nice office. Congratulations on your promotion, Captain."

"Thanks," Fitz said in a non-committal fashion. "What can the NOPD do for our friends in the FBI?" The FBI wasn't the most popular law enforcement agency among its peers. They had a habit of taking over investigations from the locals.

"Getting right down to business, huh?"

"You're a busy man, and so am I."

Brougham reached into his attaché case. "Tell us what you know about this man." He slid the file over the desk.

Fitz's heart almost skipped a beat after he opened it. "You're after Wickham?"

"We're looking for him. He's a person of interest in a case we're working. We understand you know this guy better than anybody on the force."

"Unfortunately." Fitz looked up at the FBI agent with a wolf's grin. "Special Agent Baugham, I'm now your new best friend."

~*~*~

A week later, on a wet Wednesday morning, a combined force of federal agents, Louisiana State Police, and Jefferson Parish Sheriff deputies descended upon a small house in Gretna, executing a federal search warrant. In attendance were observers from the sheriff departments of Lafourche and Terrebonne parishes and Captain Fitzwilliam of the NOPD. Guns drawn, agents of the FBI, DEA, and Customs Service secured the premises and began to search for evidence. They found the floor safe rather quickly and $75,000 in cash within. There was nothing else, as it seemed the house had not been inhabited for some time.

"Looks like our friend was using the place to stash cash," Baugham reported to Fitz.

"Anything else?"

"No drugs or weapons. We'll see what the forensics team comes up with."

Fitz nodded, his hopes sinking. Wickham wasn't the brightest bulb in the package, but he had the devil's own luck. Somehow, the bastard's animal instincts had told him to keep his assets in separate locations. The cops had his money, but not his product. And unless the forensics people got real fortunate, they had no idea where Wickham was holed up. In a metro area of 1.5 million, he could be anywhere.

He looked out down the street, blocked off by JPSO. A deputy was redirecting traffic from the crime scene, a black sports car being the latest vehicle turned away. The rain dripped off the brim of Fitz's hat as despair began to grow.

Will I ever catch that bastard?

~*~*~

Greg Wickham, to his surprise, found out it was hard to spend one hundred thousand dollars in cash. You couldn't deposit it into a bank without filling out federal forms, stating the source of the money. You couldn't buy any big ticket items legally with cash without providing the same information. One could only use the cash in the black market, where everything went at a premium.

Wickham wanted a new car, thinking his red Camero was getting well known as his signature. But he had to settle for painting his trusty two-door black. He was investigating buying a stolen car that had the VIN numbers removed, but he had spent some time checking out the seller. He was on his way to his "bank" when he saw the red lights. His worst nightmare had come true - the cops had found his hidey-hole.

As the deputy turned him away, a terrified Wickham thanked his lucky stars that he had the car repainted. Surely the cops were looking for a red Camero. But his black one would only protect him for a short time. He knew he had to go to ground.

As Wickham made his way back to the Crescent City Connection, he beat the steering wheel in frustration. Seventy-five big ones were gone. All he had left was about fifteen G's and the cocaine. Lots of product, but with no organization to distribute it, he had only two options. One, sell the stuff at a steep discount to another dealer and get out of town. It was the smart play, but it meant Wickham was giving up the chance to make a million. Wickham had never had this opportunity before, and he wasn't going to blow it.

The second option was to build his own organization. That was dangerous, as the other gangs wouldn't take kindly to an interloper. Without the cash, he couldn't hire people or buy cooperation. And now the cops were after him.

Still, he had earned his chance to be rich. Bought it with blood. He was made now - he was a killer, a dangerous mother-fucker. G-Daddy wasn't backing down to anybody.

Wickham made his way to his second hidey-hole, deep in the upper Ninth Ward.

~*~*~

November 2004

The presidential election came and went in the Bayou State, and while the nation's eyes were turned towards Ohio, in Louisiana the attention was on the local congressional elections. Two long-term members of the state's delegation to Washington were retiring: Democratic Senator John Breaux and Republican Representative Billy Tauzin. The parties switched seats, and the state's delegation remained split 7-to-3 in favor of the GOP.

But there was more to it than that. Seniority was the coin of the realm in Washington, DC. No matter how hard-working or talented the newcomers were, they would not get the plum committee assignments, and the power that went with them.

Louisiana was a considerably weaker state on November 3 than it was the day before.

~*~*~

Golf was a growing sport in Louisiana, as the Cajuns learned one could have fun besides shooting animals or hooking fish. The state had recently commissioned the Audubon Golf Trail, a series of a dozen top-notch tracks promoted to entice duffers from out-of-state to visit the Bayou State and swing their clubs, rather than tackle the similar golf trails in nearby states, such as Alabama's Robert Trent Jones Trail.

Most courses in Louisiana were flat, as was the rest of the real estate. There were some exceptions. The land in the northern part of the Florida Parishes - Tangipahoa, St. Tammany and Washington - was very hilly, which gave architects something to play with. One of the best examples was an old, converted hunting club north of Abita Springs owned by the Goodyear family named Money Hill.

The signature hole at Money Hill Golf and Country Club is Number 16, a beautiful, nasty par-3, most of its 162 yards over water to an island green. It's not as intimidating as the 17th at Sawgrass, but it's close. But the hole that tells the golfer that this place is different is the difficult 10th, the hole that starts the back nine.

Taking the tee box of the 10th on this unseasonably warm day was a foursome, all guests of Chuck Bingley. They were playing a Round Robin, and Chuck's partner on this hole and the next two was Chris Breaux. Everyone was using handicaps, and it was the only thing keeping these two duffers in the game, as their playing companions were both scratch players. Chuck had won the first six holes partnered with his brother-in-law, John Buford, by a stroke over Chris and Will Darcy. Now the two aces were together, and they were killing them.

Will Darcy, having the honors, stood on the tee box, gazing at the hole. A glorious 457 yard downhill par-4, it was a slight dogleg to the left to a well-bunkered green. The mature 100-foot pine trees lining the fairway gave the golfer the impression that this hole had been carved out of the woods of North Carolina, rather than built out of a tree farm an hour north of New Orleans.

"Well, are ya gonna look at it all day, or are ya gonna hit?" asked his playing partner and competitor.

Will grinned at Buford. "Want to go double or nothing on this hole?" To make the middle six of the Round Robin interesting, Darcy and Buford had a side bet of a dollar a hole between themselves, and Darcy was up two, stealing a birdie by chipping in from off the green on Number 9.

Buford waved his agreement. Darcy set up carefully and played an easy draw right to the bottom of the hill. Buford was more aggressive, his drive going almost 300 yards, but leaving him an uphill lie. Chuck kept his ball in play, but Chris found one of the fairway bunkers. Chuck flubbed his second shot and was left with a hundred yard pitch after his third. Chris got out of the bunker, but still had two hundred yards to get home.

Darcy's approach shot, from a level lie, landed just short of the green between the bunkers and trickled on. Buford's bled to the right and ended right in the middle of a sand trap. But Buford's sand shot ended up stiff and Darcy missed his birdie putt, so they halved the hole.

Approaching the 11th tee box, Buford said, "How about a press?"

"You're on," replied Darcy.

"You know," Chris remarked to Chuck in the other golf cart, "it's worth losing my money to these two, just for the privilege of watching them beat each other's brains in."

Chuck grinned. "Why do you think I invited them?"

~*~*~

St. Tammany was the fastest growing parish in the state, as people fled the chaos of the city and the cookie-cutter sameness of suburbia to flock to the piney woods of the North Shore. Folks there loved their trees, believing they lived in a primeval forest. What they didn't realize was that those 100-foot pines were not native to Louisiana but were shallow-rooted Loblolly and Slash pines, designed for agriculture. In fact, the entire parish was one big tree farm. The only reason that there were so many trees there was that the soil was too poor for any other kind of agriculture.

Throughout the parish, developers carved their subdivisions out of the "forests" so that the commuters could have their little quarter-acre or half-acre of paradise. Most of the employed people of the North Shore commuted to the high paying jobs in New Orleans, along the river, or at the Stennis Space Center just across the line in Mississippi. St. Tammy was a commuter parish, and most of the local jobs were in the relatively low-paying service or retail sectors.

Chuck and Jane Bingley's slice of heaven was located near the parish seat of Covington. Chuck had his beloved house built near the street, to maximize the size of the chain-link fenced back yard. Their yard was being enjoyed that Saturday afternoon by Jane, Lizzy, Carrie, and Marianne. They sat on the patio, watching the treetops swaying in the breeze and the kids scampering on the lawn. It was amazing how much noise three children could make.

"Hmm," observed Jane. "I think Trey's going to be in sports." Her nephew, John Taylor Buford III, was running all over the place, head down making a spurting sound.

"What's that sound he's making?" asked Mari.

Carrie waved her hand. "His latest obsession. He heard a motorcycle, and now he's imitating it. Constantly."

"How long has this been going on?"

"Three weeks."

"Great," said Jane. "Is that what I've got to look forward to when Brett reaches that age?"

"At least with a sister, he'll be potty-trained sooner. We just got Trey over-the-hump, as it were." She stood up. "Trey! No, no!"

The child had just approached the Great Dane puppy, Rufus, and turned at his mother's admonishment. "Max?"

"No, Trey, that's not Max." She walked over and picked up her son.

"Who's Max?" asked Lizzy.

"Max is Carrie and John's Boxer," Jane replied.

"Max just loves Trey and lets him climb all over," Carrie explained. "The trouble is Trey thinks every dog is Max."

"Rufus is very sweet," said Jane. "I'm sure he wouldn't have any problem with Trey."

"I'm certain you're right, Jane, but we're trying to teach Trey not to climb on every dog he sees."

"Max!" Trey pointed at Rufus.

"No, sweetie. That's not Max. That's Rufus. Say, 'Hi, Rufus.'"

Trey looked at the dog, his face scowling. "No! Max!" he said triumphantly.

By this time, Jane's daughter, Hailey, walked over to have her share of the conversation. "No, Trey. My doggie's name is Rufus, not Max. Don't be such a little baby."

Trey considered his cousin's comment for a moment, and then screwed up his face to say, "Brruurrrpppttt!"

"Well, that ends that conversation," laughed Carrie. "It's nap time, young man." Carrie and Jane went into the house, Jane collecting Brett on the way. They returned after a few minutes with a pitcher of margaritas. The girls were into their first drink when the boys returned.

Lizzy remained seated as the men were greeted by their ladies. Chuck got a hug and kiss from Jane, before he was assaulted by both Hailey and Rufus. Mari latched onto Chris and gave him a long, slow kiss, knocking off his golf cap. Buford's welcome was much more sedate - a peck on the cheek - as Carrie was not into public displays of affection. They stood close together, her arm around her husband's waist, and no one saw Buford's free hand gently cup her ass. Carrie only smiled, as she had no intention of moving - why else would she have worn a thong under her loose-fitting Capri pants?

"How did you play?" Mari asked her fiancé.

"Not too good. Lost all the money. Everybody else won, 'cept when they played with me. Guess I'm the bad luck charm today."

Mari kissed Chris' cheek. "You'll play better next time, sugar."

"It was fun watching John and Will go after it toe-to-toe during the middle six, wasn't it?" injected Chuck.

"You take him, Johnny?" asked Carrie in a low voice.

Buford shook his head. "Nah, not this time. Played good, though. Just wasn't my day."

Lizzy looked around. "Where's Will? Didn't he come?"

Chuck answered. "He left right after the round. Had some charity thing to go to."

"And we have to make our farewells, as well," added Chris. "Mari's got a gig tonight." The couple bid everybody goodbye, which gave time for Lizzy to hide her disappointment, for she had hoped to see Will that evening. Soon, Chris and Mari were pulling out in his Envoy, and Jane turned to her husband.

"Now that you've had your fun, how about getting started on the grilling? The chickens are all ready."

Chuck pouted. "Janie, Don't I get a beer first?"

"You light the grill and I'll grab one for you. John, want something?"

Seconding the beer order, the two men returned to the patio, where Chuck lit the gas grill. The menu tonight was his specialty - drunken chicken: chicken roasted vertically on top of drink cans filled with beer and spices, including crab boil. It was the perfect entertaining dish, as it took ninety minutes once the birds were carefully placed on the grill. No muss or fuss. Plenty of time to mingle with the guests.

Everyone was soon in chairs around the patio, Hailey in her father's lap, while dinner roasted. The conversation was lively and open, and every effort was made to include Lizzy, but she still felt somewhat like a third wheel. She was odd-woman out, without a date. She volunteered to hold Brett when it came time to retrieve the boys from their naps. She enjoyed playing with her nephew, but still she couldn't get Will Darcy's absence out of her mind.

Is he really at a charity event, or is he avoiding me?

~*~*~

George Katz pulled into his garage and walked into the house. He was puzzled, as his boss had told him to go home, rather than observe a heart procedure scheduled for that evening. He wondered about the request and found the "you've been working too hard" explanation unsatisfactory. His puzzlement increased as he found his house deserted.

"Hello! Where is everybody?"

"Right here." Emma rose from the couch.

"Em? What's going on? Where's Abe?"

"He's out. Mrs. Taylor took him to a movie."

"You're kidding me."

Emma nervously held out her hand. "Why don't you sit down?"

George put down his briefcase and walked over to the sofa. "Sure." He sat and was surprised that Emma didn't join him. "Em? Is something wrong?"

"No. I mean…George, we need to talk."

George rolled his eyes. "What did Abe do now?"

Emma sat on the far end of the couch, her eyes focused on the back yard through the windows. "It's not Abe I want to talk to you about."

"Oh? Then what?"

"You." She turned to her husband. "You and me. Us. Our marriage."

George was stunned. "What…what about our marriage?"

Emma tried to concentrate on the advice Rabbi Tuckmann had given her -

"Be clear about your feelings. Be as positive as you can. Do not blame - do not say, 'You are bad.' Rather say, 'This is how your behavior affects me.' Do not forget to praise him for positive actions."

"George, the first thing I want to say is that I love you very much. You've worked very hard to provide for both me and my father. You've seldom complained about Papa living here, a situation that has been difficult for me, and I'm his daughter. I can't imagine how it affects you."

"Emma, it's okay. I know that we have to have Abe here…"

"George, please, let me finish. This is very hard for me." She took a deep breath. "I trust you - you've given me no reason to mistrust you. But George, I wish I could say I'm as happy in this marriage as I would wish to be - as much as I could be. But I'm not."

"You…you're unhappy? Why? I don't understand."

"I feel we've become strangers in our own house. I hardly see you any more. I feel more like your roommate than your wife."

George looked at her, taking in her words. "Emma, I…I'm shocked. I had no idea. I'm sorry. I've been so tired after work. Half the time you're already in bed. I was just letting you sleep. Oh, Emma, honey, I'm sorry. I'll do better. I'll try to be more attentive when I come home." He reached out his hand, but Emma wouldn't take it.

"George, you're missing the point. I don't just want more of your attention when you are home. I want you home more."

George blinked for a second. "Home more? You mean, work less?"

"Yes."

"Emma, I can't do that!"

"Why not?"

"I've got work to do - important work! I've got classes to teach, patients to care for, paperwork to do. Being a surgeon in a teaching hospital isn't a nine-to-five job. Somebody comes in, I've got to take care of them."

"George, just listen to yourself! You're not an emergency room physician - you're a cardiac surgeon. Almost all of your operations are by appointment. You set your own schedule…"

"Not all the time," George interrupted her. "Why, just last week, this heart attack came in…"

"GEORGE, STOP IT! Can't you see you're a workaholic?"

"I am not!"

"Yes, you are!"

"What is this, some sort of intervention?"

"Yes, it is."

George laughed without mirth. "Where did you get your medical training? You don't know what you're talking about! Working long hours comes with this job!"

Emma fought to control her temper. The rabbi had warned her that George would be in denial, and he might get insulting. I don't recommend you do this yourself, he had told her. It can get very rough, breaking through the denial. Unkind things are often said. Still, if you are insistent, remember to stay calm and stay on task. Stick to your points and let everything else roll off your back.

It was easier said than done. She gritted her teeth. "I am fully aware that you are a dedicated doctor, George, and that you have a lucrative practice."

"Damn right! It's paying for this crappy house!"

"We do have expenses, but Papa has offered to chip in."

"I know, but I don't know if I want to sink any more money into this place."

"You've paid off your student loans."

"Yeah - finally." He rose to his feet and began pacing. "But malpractice keeps going up, Medicare keeps cutting back…"

"So you keep going after extra work."

"Emma, you know we can use the money."

"George, I do the books. We're doing well, enough that we have money in our savings account."

"Yeah, but…what if something happens? The roof goes bad, or one of the cars breaks down? I'd like to have a bigger cushion…"

Emma started to relax, as she realized that George was making excuses. She decided to dig a little. "I know it's hard on you being the only bread-winner. If I had stayed in school…"

George dismissed that with a wave. "I make enough for both of us. We talked about that before we got married. Besides, you've got a full-time job watching Abe."

"Yes." She would hold that issue for later. "But not everything you do at the hospital is for pay, is it?" He turned to her as she continued. "How many procedures did you observe this month?"

George turned to her. "Several. But that's part of my job, to observe interns and the newer surgeons…"

"George, honestly, how many of them were students or newbies?"

George colored. "Umm…most of them." Emma continued to look at him. "All right, so I watch my colleagues sometimes. That's not a crime, is it?"

"George, please, is there a problem at Tulane? I ask in all seriousness. If the quality of the physicians is in question, then I quite understand that you need to supervise them closely. Please be frank with me."

George began pacing again, running his hand though his thinning hair. "No, there's nothing wrong with the other surgeons. They're all top-notch."

"I see. Then the only answer is that you find it more enjoyable to interact with your colleagues than with your family. That you're more comfortable at the hospital than here."

He froze, his face in shock. "Emma, no - you can't believe that!"

Emma shrugged. "George, I do believe it. It's understandable. It's your livelihood, your life."

George crossed over to her and took hold of her upper arms. "No! You're my life! Nothing is more important to me than you!"

She looked him full in the face, dry-eyed and serious. "Then prove it."

"How? What do you want me to do?"

"I want you at home more often."

"Emma, I'll try, but they need me…"

She broke away from him. "See? You're already trying to wiggle your way out of this."

"Honey, be fair. It's not just up to me. My supervisors…"

She kept her back to him. "Were you sent home today?"

George was taken aback. "Yeah. How'd you know that?"

She turned and looked at him, one eyebrow raised.

George gaped. "You…you don't mean…?"

"You were sent home at my request."

"How did you do…? Emma! What did you say to them?"

"That I thought you had been working too hard. Dr. Griffith agreed."

George groaned. "Aw, crap! What he must think of me!"

Emma was emotionless. "He thinks you're the most gifted surgeon on the staff, and he's been afraid you might burn out. It was very enlightening."

"What do you mean?"

"He told me he had been considering calling you in about it. I just beat him to the punch."

"Oh." George stared out the back window in despair, both hands on top of his head.

Emma said in a comforting voice, "It's only because he's so worried about you. He really cares…as I care… Oh, George, please, can you understand?"

"Em…Em…I've got no words," he managed. "I…I got to think. By myself." He started to the back door.

"George!"

"Not now, Emma. Not now." He let himself out the back.

Emma stood in the middle of her den, wondering if she had succeeded in saving her marriage, or in wrecking it.

~*~*~

George had been sitting on a lawn chair in the cool darkness of his backyard for what seemed like a year, staring at the pool, when he heard the door open. He made out his wife's hesitant steps on the patio.

"George? It's been a half-hour. Are you hungry?"

Had it only been a half hour? It felt like a lifetime. "No. Yes. A little."

"Something light?"

"That would be nice." He heard her retreat into the house. A couple on minutes later, she joined him with a tray of cut-up muffulettas and beer.

"I thought you could use one," Emma said hesitantly. To her surprise, George put his head down.

"I don't deserve you."

Emma put the tray down on the patio table before taking a seat next to her husband. "Why do you say that?"

"I've been out here thinking, and you're right. I've been a crappy husband."

Emma closed her eyes as a thrill charged though her. Everything was going to be okay! She then focused on her husband. "I never said you were a crappy husband."

"You might as well have. It's true. I've been running away. I haven't done right by you."

"Neither one of us is blameless, honey. I've should have told you how I felt a long time ago. How can you 'do right by me' if I don't talk to you? That's something I have to work on. But you said something just now. What have you been running away from? From me?"

George took one of the beers. "Not you, but everything else. The stress, the pressure, the… Em, I'm sorry to say it, but the disappointment. The disappointment of not having our life the way I wanted it - the way I intended." He took a sip and sat back. By admitting his great shame, he felt a need to explain all.

"When we got married, all I wanted to do was to love you, care for you, and protect you - take care of you. But when Abe got sick, everything changed. Everything… It didn't go bad, please believe me, but it wasn't what I planned. Honey, I know we had to take care of Abe; I recognize that. It just changed everything."

He looked at the sky. "We were gonna live in my downtown condo for a couple of years, just enjoying being married. Have a lifelong honeymoon. Travel the world. Treat you like the princess your dad keeps calling you.

"Instead, we have to plan our whole life around a near-invalid. We had to buy this lousy house because it had two master suites and a single floor, because Abe couldn't handle steps anymore. All the money I wanted to use for vacations we poured into this piece of crap.

"And Abe. Honey, I know it's been hard on him. But he hasn't really helped, you know? And all the work catering to him has fallen on you. I should have been here for you, taken some of that stuff off you. But I didn't. Instead, I ran away - hiding in my work. I can see that now. I haven't been very much of a man."

Emma sighed. She knew she couldn't let George wallow in self-recrimination any more than live in denial. "Yes, George, it's been very hard for me to carry the burden of caring for Papa by myself, but I share the responsibility for what happened by allowing you to escape to the hospital when we should have been working this problem through together. Like I said, I'm not blameless. I should have talked to you about how I was feeling long ago. I should have asked you for your help. I should have trusted you with my feelings. Instead, I let all the stress and resentment build up. That was wrong of me.

"George, I have something to confess to you. I've been talking to Rabbi Tuckmann for almost a month now. He's been helping me see why I'm unhappy, and we've been exploring ways that will help me deal with all the stress of caring for Papa.

"I do need your help and support, because I can't do this alone. I admit that now. But I need a partner to share my burdens, not a savior who's going to step in and make everything all right for me. And I want to help you by sharing your burdens, but I can't do that unless you let me in. So the question remains - what are we going to do?"

George looked at her. Emma steeled herself to look back with no emotion whatsoever. George broke first.

"I'll do better."

As kindly as she could, Emma asked, "What do you mean by that, George?"

"I'm going to be here more - not hide at work. Be here when you need to talk. Be here when I need to talk. Try to help you with Abe."

"I want more than your help. I want…" Emma's voice broke. George's expression turned to concern as she struggled to continue. "I want you back. I want us back."

"I want that, too," he whispered.

Before either knew it, they were holding hands, so tightly they thought they would cut off the blood to each other's fingers. Yet, nether relented.

"I love you."

"I love you, too."

They said nothing for a while, as they allowed their mutual love to begin to heal their hearts.

Finally, Emma said, "You ought to eat."

"How 'bout you?"

Emma reached over and took a quarter of a muffuletta. Both ate their sandwiches, made of Italian meats - capicola ham, salami, and mortadella - with provolone and emmantaler cheeses smothered in olive salad on a large round Sicilian loaf. They munched and sipped the beers in companionable silence.

"Can I ask one more thing of you, George?"

George took a breath. "All right."

"Can we get away somewhere soon? Just the two of us?"

"You mean a vacation?"

"Yes."

"I guess so. What about Abe?"

"I'll take care of that."

"Okay. When?"

"Soon. Chanukah's early this year; it's on the 8th. Maybe over Christmas?"

"I don't know…have to get time off."

"Please? Will you please try?"

George looked at her and could see how important this was. "You go ahead and book it. I'll make it happen."

"Thank you, George. I love you."

"I love you, too." He paused. "When is Abe due back?"

He couldn't make out her expression anymore, but her voice held a touch of amusement. "About a half-hour."

"Rats. Not enough time."

"Not enough time for what?"

"For really good make-up sex."

She chuckled. "We have all night, George."

He sighed softly. "Yeah, but we'll have to be quiet."

She looked him straight in the eyes. "Then - we'll be quiet."

He leaned over. "Then we will."

As she kissed him, she relaxed as the first and most difficult part of George's intervention was completed. Phase Two would be during the vacation.

We'll be quiet tonight, my love - this time. But we're going to fix that "putting me on a pedestal" tendency of yours - and soon.


© 2007 Jack Caldwell

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