A Walk in the Woods

In the weeks to come the Bennet women were often in the company of the gentlemen from Derbyshire. Elizabeth grew perturbed that she could not walk the groves of Rosings Park without encountering either Mr. Darcy or Colonel Fitzwilliam; usually both. Jane was more sanguine; she had no objection to conversing with two well-informed men. At least she thought Mr. Darcy well-informed. He was at most times silent and reserved to almost a painful extent.

Mary observed these actions with a close eye. She was a little concerned over Colonel Fitzwilliam and his attentions to her sisters, particularly Jane. She was aware of Miss de Bough's partiality to that gentleman; and as mush as she wished that her sister Jane would find her joy, Mary's heart hurt for the ill heiress. She might have been relieved had Jane shared her opinion of the officer. She found him handsome and charming, but she was in no danger of attaching herself to him - her heart still belonged to another.

Mr. Darcy was the main mystery. Had not Elizabeth made her decided dislike of the gentleman clear to Mrs. Collins, Mary might have thought that her sister could become mistress of Pemberley. Anne had shared much with her friend from the parsonage, and Mary knew that no matter what Lady Catherine proclaimed, her daughter had no intention of marrying her cousin. At least, that cousin.

But Mr. Darcy's unusual behavior puzzled Mrs. Collins. His actions were those of a besotted man; but his words - or rather, lack of words - put the lie to that supposition. To discuss it with her sisters was useless; Jane saw only the good in everyone and Lizzy dismissed the gentleman out of hand. There was only one person she could talk about this with - and it was not her husband.

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Anne de Bourgh frowned as Jane sounded the final note. "That was certainly melancholy, Miss Bennet. (sniff) Are you well?"

Jane started at the comment. "Oh, no. I am perfectly happy, Miss de Bourgh. Who could not be, with your uncommon kindness?"

The heiress accepted Jane's explanation with a slight narrowing of her eyes, but held her tongue. Elizabeth sensed the tension building in the room and spoke up. "Jane! It is such a lovely day. Shall we go for a walk?"

Jane looked at her sister. "It shall be as you wish. Please excuse us, Miss de Bourgh; Mary."

As the door closed behind the pair, leaving Anne and Mary alone in Mrs. Parks' room, Anne spoke to her friend. "(cough) Mary, is there something amiss with Jane?"

Mary considered what to say. What she knew was between the Bennet sisters, but Anne had grown so much in her heart that she saw her as another sister. "Indeed there is, Anne. Jane is unhappy, and for the oldest reason in the world."

"Impossible! (cough) Jane Bennet disappointed in love? What cad could break such a lovely and tender heart? (cough)"

"I should not say, but I know you will keep my confidence. Last autumn a most eligible and agreeable gentleman took possession of a manner near Longbourn. Mr. Bingley impressed us all with his open manners, and his attentions to Jane seemed very marked to many in the neighborhood. It was a common expectation that Jane would be Mistress of Netherfield before Easter; yet within a week of a most wonderful ball held by Mr. Bingley, his whole party departed to London with hardly a word."

"Bingley? Are you speaking of Mr. Charles Bingley?"

"Yes. He is a great friend of your cousin. We made his acquaintance while he was Mr. Bingley's guest."

"I have heard of the gentleman, although I have not met him. (sniff) Darcy has spoken of him; and Richard too. This is strange! From what I have been told, Mr. Bingley would be the last man to lead on and disappoint a young lady, (cough) especially one such as Miss Bennet."

"That was our belief, but the letters Jane has received from Mr. Bingley's sisters have not been those that give one any hope of a future meeting."

"Hmmm…Richard has told me of Mr. Bingley's sisters. Grasping social climbers, the both of them. (cough) I would not put much book into any sincerity from that corner. Oh, Mary, I am so sorry. Does Jane suffer much?"

"It is hard to tell, as it is against Jane's character to wear her feelings as it they were a hat. But it is my opinion that she feels it deeply."

Anne's emotions battled: her joy that Jane's heart was quite attached away from Richard was tempered by her true concern for the sister of her dearest friend. Ultimately she felt disgusted with herself. She decided to drop the subject. "It is my hope that all will be well and that Jane will be reunited with her young man." And leave Richard for me! she could not help but think. "(sniff) Shall we practice more, Mary?"

"Of course." Mary began playing. "Mr. Bingley is fortunate in his friendship with Mr. Darcy."

"Yes," answered Anne. "Bingley is his particular friend."

"That is well; everyone should have such a close friend." The smile she gave the heiress gave no doubt who her closest friend was. "But their difference in temperament! It is astonishing!"

"Indeed?"

"Yes, Anne. Mr. Bingley, while in Herefordshire, charmed us all with his open countenance and happy, polite manner. While Mr. Darcy…well, he did not make the same impression."

Anne frowned. "Darcy is uncomfortable (cough) among those he does not know."

"That is unfortunate. Mr. Bingley is an open book; all can see what a fine gentleman he is. But Mr. Darcy's demeanor serves him ill. He appears cold and aloof. No one knows what he is thinking…"

"Mary?"

"Yes?"

"(cough) Please do not play me like your husband. Do you have a question about my cousin?"

Mary gulped. "Anne! Forgive me; I…I did not know how to ask…"

"If we are truly friends, then come right out and ask."

"Does Mr. Darcy admire my sister Elizabeth?"

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A junior groundskeeper entered the kitchen of Rosings for a bite to eat. The cook was a bit sweet on him and slipped the man a bit of the roast beef intended for her Ladyship's dinner table.

"Thankee, Maggie. This is fine, indeed."

"Oh, go on with you!" she teased. "What have you been up to today, Mickey?"

He looked around. Seeing Mrs. Parks nowhere in sight, he said, "I think the two young men who are visiting have gone mad, Maggie."

"Really?" she breathed. Gossip was her favorite sport.

"Aye. Did I not see them with me own eyes strikin' a wee rock or ball or somethin' with a strange bent stick?"

"Now that don't sound so odd."

"And that's not all. They gave the sticks names: Driver, Cleek, Mashie, Niblick. They're walking all over the East pasture, pretty as you please, hittin' and chasing those little…featheries, as they called 'em."

"Names for sticks? 'Featheries'? Ooh…but that don't sound good. Why on earth would they be doin' something like that?"

Mickey lowered his voice. "You can never tell about the upper classes, lass. It's my firm belief that half of 'em is touched in the head."

She giggled. Working at Rosings Park had certainly taught her that.

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"Here you go, sirs," said the footman as he handed Darcy and Richard their featheries. At four shillings apiece, the hand-made golf balls cost almost as much as a golf club; they were certainly not wasted.

"Thank you, my man," responded Richard.

"I'll just take your clubs in now, sirs?" the footman asked.

"Yes, we are finished for today," said Darcy.

"Very good, sir." The footman picked up the golf bags and followed the two gentlemen in.

"Have you played St. Andrews yet, Richard?"

"No. I do have an Army career, you know. But Father and the Viscount are wild about it."

"They say it's the birthplace of golf. I cannot say if that is true, but it is a magnificent place."

"Even the seventeenth hole?" (*)

"Well…perhaps not that hole…"

The men continued to walk to the manor when they intercepted the two Miss Bennets, returned from a walk in the woods. Richard was his usual charming self, while Darcy could hardly think of anything to say other than to blurt out his admiration for Elizabeth Bennet. As that certainly would not do, he retreated into his mask of self-protection.

Anne could observe the meeting from a window in her private apartments, Mary having left for the Parsonage some time ago. She had been taken aback at Mary's question. She had noticed no marked attentions paid to Miss Elizabeth by Darcy, she had assured her friend. But now, as she thought more upon it, she had noticed that Darcy always seemed aware of Miss Elizabeth and took pains in conversing with her.

She was relieved at the apparent friendly indifference by which Jane greeted the gentlemen. She could also see that Elizabeth was not as unresponsive as her sister; whether from approbation or aggravation she could not say. She enjoyed Richard's company - that was obvious - but she seemed to spend much of the time regarding Darcy.

He she also watched. Knowing Darcy as well as she knew herself, she felt a thrill course through her. Perhaps Mary was right. If so, her salvation was in the offing.

She would have to speak privately to Richard as soon as could be.

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Colonel Fitzwilliam could not believe his ears. "You are serious, Anne?"

"Yes, Richard, (sniff)" said his cousin, "Darcy is in love."

"With one of the Miss Bennets?"

"With Miss Elizabeth Bennet, to be exact."

Colonel Fitzwilliam paced about the room. This information promised to be a foundation for diversion, something he always looked for during his visits to Rosings. "And how do you know this? What is the source of your information?"

She snorted. "Just behold the man himself, Richard! He is stiffer than ever. (cough) You know how he is when he is affected. It is as if a fireplace poker has been inserted up his…"

"ANNE!"

"Bah! (cough, cough) You have said the same about him many a time before."

"Yes, but I am a crude soldier. You must not repeat the campfire terms I use. You are a lady highborn and beautiful."

"Stop it, Richard. Do not tease me."

"I do not tease you, Annie. One day you will bewitch some young gentleman who will take you away from all this…"

"Humph."

"…and you will make his life miserable." He ducked the thrown pillow.

"Richard, I am full earnest!" About more than Darcy's affections - oh, Richard, why can you not see what is before you? "What shall we do?"

"'We', Anne?"

"Yes. (sniff) You know Darcy. We must help him along."

Fitzwilliam looked thoughtfully at his cousin. "Does the lady feel the same?"

"Well…she certainly is not indifferent to our cousin, but she may harbor some misgivings about him."

"Misgivings? About Darcy? The Church should make him a saint!"

Anne giggled, a sound that gave much pleasure to Richard. "He is not so bad, Richard. But if Miss Elizabeth was apprised of his true character, she might see him in a more favorable light. (cough) All Darcy needs is a bit of encouragement."

"It is important to you to see Darcy happy?"

"Richard, you know only Darcy's marriage to someone else would end Mother's schemes."

"I still do not see why you two are so stubborn about the whole thing. Why not marry? You like each other. Many have married with less regard."

He did not know how his words pained his favorite cousin. "Richard, Darcy and I…we would not suit each other. We both know this; we agreed long ago. (sniff) Our characters are too similar. We would not be happy - believe me." Only one man could make me happy; and he is blind! "But Mother…we have tried to tell her, but…it is useless."

"I can image." He thought for a moment. "So, Darcy marrying Miss Elizabeth would make you happy?"

"It would make Darcy happy; and that pleases me."

"Very well, my girl. Leave it to me. I know some things that should help charge the lady's mind. I will take the first opportunity to fill her head with Darcy's goodness - though I may need a stiff drink afterwards."

"Brandy or sherry?" She opened a cabinet near her desk.

"Anne, you naughty girl! How long have you had you own personal bar?"

Anne giggled again. "Mrs. Jenkinson likes a nip in the evenings now and again. I personally prefer the port. (cough)"

"Ah! A girl after my own heart!"

Yes - I am indeed after your heart, Colonel Fitzwilliam.

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A week later Elizabeth found herself alone in the cottage - Jane was accompanying Mary on her rounds in the village. She tried to write a letter to Kitty, but her mind was unsettled. A bit of fresh air was what she needed, she thought. So, bonnet on head, she walked out into the fine Kent spring day.

Almost immediately she espied her cousin working diligently in his garden. The day was not warm, but a sheen of perspiration sat upon his brow as the tall man bent to his weeding. It was not Elizabeth's intention to spend her time in conversation with Mr. Collins, and she tried to walk away as quietly as she could, but the evil gravel underneath her foot gave her away.

"Elizabeth! Good day to you, my dear sister!" Mr. Collins cried.

Trapped, Elizabeth returned the greeting and walked towards him. "Your garden is looking very fine, sir." It was no idle complement. The garden was an explosion of flowers and greenery, and the roses were as fine as any Elizabeth had ever seen. She must own that her cousin was the excellent and diligent gardener of the world.

The vain clergyman's pride was agreeably stroked. "It is most kind of you to say so, Eliza. Before you are the results of many hours of honest labor. Of course, my little bit of greenery is nothing compared to the incredible delights of Rosings Park; or at least it should be, but the Master Gardener has taken ill, I understand."

Elizabeth had to acknowledge that Rosings gardens were not what they should be.

Collins frowned at the thought that his patron would be so ill-served as to have an ill gardener. "Indeed; it is my belief that the under-gardener does not know his business. Oh, it is not to say that the vegetable gardens are anything but delightful. Such bounty! If I could grow such melons! And the peas! Have you ever had anything as wonderful as a Rosings pea?"

Elizabeth had to say she had not.

"That is what a pea should taste like! But being the expert vegetable gardener does not guarantee success in the flower garden."

"You certainly have a green thumb, brother. Your roses are exquisite."

Elizabeth's honest observation was poorly repaid, as Mr. Collins launched into a full discussion of methods and techniques. A full quarter hour was spent on the proper usage of manure. Lizzy bore it with tolerable humor, and soon the subject was exhausted.

"My sister is fortunate that she is the recipient of your diligence and expertise, brother."

"Indeed, Mrs. Collins is very happy with her lot in life. I know not, Miss Elizabeth, whether she has yet expressed her sense of your and Jane's kindness in coming to us; but I am very certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for it. The favor of your company and that of your sister has been much felt, I assure you. We know how little there is to tempt any one to our humble abode. Our plain manner of living, our small rooms and few domestics, and the little we see of the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to young ladies like yourselves; but I hope both of you will believe us grateful for the condescension, and that we have done everything in our power to prevent your spending your time unpleasantly."

Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness. She had spent four weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with Mary, and the kind attentions she had received, must make her and Jane feel the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified, and with a more smiling solemnity replied, "Our situation with regard to Lady Catherine's family is indeed the sort of extraordinary advantage and blessing which few can boast. You see on what a footing we are. You see how continually we are engaged there. In truth, I must acknowledge that, with all the disadvantages of this humble parsonage, I should not think any one abiding in it an object of compassion, while they are sharers of our intimacy at Rosings."

Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was obliged to walk about the garden, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility and truth in a few short sentences.

"You may, in fact, carry a very favorable report of us into Hertfordshire, my dear sister. I flatter myself at least that you will be able to do so. Lady Catherine's great attentions to Mrs. Collins you have been a daily witness of - and Miss de Bough's, too. Let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that I can from my heart most cordially wish you equal felicity in marriage. My dear Mary and I have but one mind and one way of thinking. There is in everything a most remarkable resemblance of character and ideas between us." He paused and in the same voice she had overheard in a more intimate setting said, "We seem to have been designed for each other."

This was a thought that could not give any reassurance to Elizabeth. I believe I will be ill now.

"It gives me the greatest pleasure to hear that you and dear Jane have passed your time not disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most fortunately having it in our power to introduce you to very superior society, and, from our connections with Rosings, the frequent means of varying the humble home scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that your Hunsford visit cannot have been entirely irksome."

"It has been all delightful," she managed to utter.

"Perhaps…" he thought aloud - a mighty undertaking. "Perhaps Lady Catherine might be persuaded to introducing you to some worthy young men - of your own station, naturally."

"Naturally."

"A barrister…or a…" He almost said clergyman, but switched and said, "…an officer. Colonel Fitzwilliam knows many good men of the lower gentry, I have no doubt." It was then he saw Elizabeth's appalled face. "Now, now, sister. We must be frank. It would not do to look too high; we must not disrupt the social order!"

"I…I have no intention to committing such a crime, Mr. Collins," Elizabeth finally managed to say. "I thank you for the consideration, but for my part I do not like your way of getting husbands."

"Excuse me?"

"What I meant to say was that such arrangements are best left to one's own family. I do not wish to inconvenience either Lady Catherine or Colonel Fitzwilliam."

"Hmmm…you are right, but it is a pity. You are not getting any younger, you know."

"What is this? I am not one-and-twenty!"

"A ripe age. But every flower that blooms eventfully wilts, my dear sister. Do not wait too long."

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It would be several days before Richard could put his plan to work. It seemed he could not escape the fellowship of his cousin. Darcy insisted on accompanying the colonel every time he even thought about visiting the Parsonage. As mush as he valued his friend and cousin, for once in his life, Richard would have been happy if Darcy had broken his leg - or at least sprained it.

Ten days thus passed before his opportunity presented itself. Darcy was to go riding the plantation with the steward. Colonel Fitzwilliam waited patiently for Darcy to leave - begging off the inescapable joy of riding through croplands, discussing drainage - before hurrying to the Parsonage. There he found that the ladies had already left to walk the woods of Rosings. Undeterred, he left as soon as he politely could and went in look of the Miss Bennets.

It took time - Who knew what great walkers those girls were! - when he finally came upon them.

Jane and Elizabeth were enjoying the fresh spring air. At least they were trying to. Lizzy kept making subtle comments about either Mr. Bingley or Colonel Fitzwilliam, and Jane was having none of it.

"Why, look - there is the colonel, Jane!" The officer in question waved; and soon his long legs caught them up.

Jane put away her thoughts and forcing a smile said, "I did not know before that you ever walked this way."

"(huff) I have been making the tour of the park," he replied, "as I (huff) generally do every year, and intend to close it with a (huff) call at the Parsonage. Are you going much farther?"

"No, we should have turned in a moment. Shall we, Lizzy?"

"It shall be as you wish." Jane gave Elizabeth a look of consternation - was her sister gently mocking her tendency to utter that phrase? Perhaps - Lizzy failed to keep a small smile off her lips.

Accordingly they did turn, and walked towards the Parsonage together.

Richard was pleased that he had found the Bennet sisters alone, but was at a loss on how to begin his mission of extolling the virtues of one Fitzwilliam Darcy. While he engaged in coming up with a strategy, the ladies took it upon themselves to carry on the discourse. "Do you certainly leave Kent on Saturday?'" asked Jane.

"Yes - if Darcy does not put it off again. But I am at his disposal. He arranges the business just as he pleases.''

"And if not able to please himself in the arrangement, he has at least great pleasure in the power of choice," replied Elizabeth. "I do not know anybody who seems more to enjoy the power of doing what he likes than Mr. Darcy.''

"He likes to have his own way very well,'' replied Colonel Fitzwilliam carefully. "But so we all do. It is only that he has better means of having it than many others, because he is rich, and many others are poor. I speak feelingly. A younger son, you know, must be inured to self-denial and dependence.''

Lizzy laughed. "The younger son of an Earl? Now, seriously, what have you ever known of self-denial and dependence? When have you been prevented by want of money from going wherever you chose, or procuring anything you had a fancy for?''

"Younger sons cannot marry where they like.'' And Darcy can; do you not see?

"Unless where they like women of fortune, which I think they very often do.''

"Our habits of expense make us too dependant, and there are not many in my rank of life who can afford to marry without some attention to money.''

Is this meant for me? thought Jane, and she colored at the idea.

Elizabeth said in a lively tone, "And pray, what is the usual price of an Earl's younger son? Unless the elder brother is very sickly, I suppose you would not ask above fifty thousand pounds.'' He answered her in the same style, and the subject dropped.

"I imagine your cousin brought you down with him chiefly for the sake of having somebody at his disposal." Elizabeth said next. "I wonder he does not marry, to secure a lasting convenience of that kind. But, perhaps his sister does as well for the present, and, as she is under his sole care, he may do what he likes with her.''

"No,'' said Colonel Fitzwilliam, "that is an advantage which he must divide with me. I am joined with him in the guardianship of Miss Darcy.''

"Are you, indeed? And pray what sort of guardians do you make? Does your charge give you much trouble? Young ladies of her age are sometimes a little difficult to manage, and if she has the true Darcy spirit, she may like to have her own way.'' As she spoke, she observed him looking at her earnestly, and the manner in which he immediately asked her why she supposed Miss Darcy likely to give them any uneasiness, convinced her that she had somehow or other got pretty near the truth.

Jane saw that the colonel was uncomfortable and said, "You need not be frightened. My sister and I have never heard any harm of her; and I dare say she is one of the most tractable creatures in the world."

"Yes," agreed Lizzy. "She is a very great favorite with the Bingley family."

"I know them a little. Their brother is a pleasant gentleman-like man - he is a great friend of Darcy's.''

"Oh! yes,'' said Elizabeth dryly, "Mr. Darcy is uncommonly kind to Mr. Bingley, and takes a prodigious deal of care of him.''

I am glad you brought that up. "Yes, I really believe Darcy does take care of him in those points where he most wants care. From something that he told me in our journey hither, I have reason to think Bingley very much indebted to him.''

"What is it you mean?'' asked Jane.

"What he told me was merely this; that he congratulated himself on having lately saved a friend from the inconveniences of a most imprudent marriage."

Jane felt a dagger in her heart.

Lizzy darkened. "Did Mr. Darcy give you his reasons for this interference?''

"I understood that there were some very strong objections against the lady.''

"Oh!" cried Jane.

"Miss Bennet! Are you unwell?"

"N…no, I am fine. It…it is only a headache coming on. I am well, I assure you."

"And what arts did he use to separate them?" continued Elizabeth.

"You are rather disposed to call his interference officious?" replied the colonel, keeping one eye on an ill-feeling Jane.

Elizabeth answered, "I do not see what right Mr. Darcy had to decide on the propriety of his friend's inclination, or why, upon his own judgment alone, he was to determine and direct in what manner that friend was to be happy. But," she continued, recollecting herself and Jane, "as we know none of the particulars, it is not fair to condemn him. It is not to be supposed that there was much affection in the case."

"That is not an unnatural surmise," said Fitzwilliam stupidly, "but it is lessening the honor of my cousin's triumph very sadly."

This was spoken jestingly, but it appeared to Elizabeth so just a picture of Mr. Darcy that she would not trust herself with an answer.

"Please," asked Jane, "can we talk of something else?" Her nerves were at the breaking point.

"Jane; surely you wish to return to the parsonage?" asked Lizzy.

"Yes, please."

Changing the conversation, Lizzy and Richard talked on indifferent matters - Jane remaining silent - till the party reached the parsonage. "There - I return you safe to your relations," said Richard. "I hope that you will feel better later, Miss Bennet. Mustn't miss tea at Rosings, you know!"

The colonel's weak jest fell on indifferent ears, and he soon went away, to the ladies relief.

Once the door was closed, Jane's tears finally burst forth. Elizabeth tried to give were words of sympathy, but Jane would not listen and fled to their bedroom. Elizabeth gave her the privacy she desired and went into the sitting room. There she could think without interruption of all that she had heard.

That Darcy had been concerned in the measures taken to separate Mr. Bingley and Jane, she had never doubted; but she had always attributed to Miss Bingley the principal design and arrangement of them. But now it seeded that he was the cause - his pride and caprice were the cause - of all that Jane had suffered, and still continued to suffer. He had ruined for a while every hope of happiness for the most affectionate, generous heart in the world; and no one could say how lasting an evil he might have inflicted.

"There were some very strong objections against the lady," were Colonel Fitzwilliam's words. Oh, yes, objections indeed! Her having one uncle a country attorney and another in business in London, I am sure! For no one could say anything untoward about Jane! All loveliness and goodness as she is! Her understanding excellent, her mind improved, and her manners captivating!

Neither could anything be urged against my father, who, though with some peculiarities, has abilities which Mr. Darcy himself need not disdain, and respectability which he will probably never reach.

When she thought of her mother, indeed, her confidence gave way a little; but she would not allow that any objections there had material weight with Mr. Darcy, whose pride, she was convinced, would receive a deeper wound from the want of importance in his friend's connections, than from their want of sense. She was quite decided at last that he had been partly governed by this worst kind of pride, and partly by the wish of retaining Mr. Bingley for his sister.

And for Colonel Fitzwilliam to report it so cavalierly - he was sent to deliver a message. A message Mr. Darcy was too cowardly to deliver himself! How could there be such a man?


© 2006 Jack Caldwell

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