About Meer

Handle:  Meeronver.  Simply Meer for short.
Other Aliases:  Sarah, Angel, Crystal Meth, Raven Paw, and Torn
Birth Date:  January 29, 1982.  Wanna get me presents now? *grin*
Sex:  Please?  *cough* I mean, female.
Location:  Physically, a small town in butt fuck nowhere, near St. Louis, Missouri.  Mentally, my own little world, a much more interesting place.
Status: Single and unattached. Oh poor lonely me. As if you cared. -.-
Description:  Paleish greenish bluish eyes, short hair that is naturally: wavy and brown; artificially: straight and black, pale skin, about 5 ft 6 in tall. You don't really wanna know more than that do you?
Pets:  3 cats (Akila, Spook & Treasure), 1 dog, German Shepherd mix (Shane), and a pre-bonsai (Alanis).
Obsessions:  Weirdness, Anime, My Little Ponies, horror, sci-fi, just about anything bizarre, creepy or twisted, surrealism, furries, animals of all kinds, mythical creatures, particularly gryphons, dragons, and unicorns, gargoyles, books, computer games, music, role playing games, lots more.
Label:  I guess if you wanted to label me you could call me a Gothic Freak Furry Lifestyler Gamer Geek Anarchist Tree Hugger. Yeah, whatever.

Colors:  Aqua, dark forest green, black, lavender, blood red, gray.
Foods:  Crab legs, veggie burgers, grasshopper pie, any pasta with white sauce, and mushrooms.
Drinks:  Strawberry daiquiris, Coke, cream soda, and Bawls
Music:  Classic Rock, Hard Rock, Alternative, Heavy Metal, that and weird stuff, like Enigma.  I also really love some Japanese music, but I don't know what genre it is. But I like a lot of other things too. I'm open to just about anything as long as it isn't country, or rap.
Movies:  Psycho, The Lion King, Dirty Dancing, Interview With the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Fight Club, The Last Unicorn, The Haunting, The Ring, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Dragon Heart, Lord of the Rings, all of Kevin Smith's movies, all the Alien movies, Momento, Benny and Joon, and just about anything with Johnny Depp in it, and lots more.
Series: Old: The X-Files, The Outer Limits, The Twilight Zone, Farscape, Red Dwarf, and Mystery Science Theater 3000. Current: Law & Order, CSI and Monk.
Anime: Neon Genesis: Evangelian, Tenchi Muyo, Inu Yasha, Cowboy Bebop, Princes Mononoke, Wolf's Rain, Ghost in the Shell. But I like almost all Anime, except the really painfully stupid stuff.
Bands/Singers/Songwriters:  Live, Counting Crows, Disturbed, Matchbox 20, Alanis Morissette, Nirvana, Tool, Incubus, Paul Simon, Metallica, The Eagles, Boy Hits Car, Staind, Green Day, Enigma, Yoko Kanno, Evanescence, Nine Inch Nails, David Bowie, Trapt, I could go on and on. Music is a very important part of my life.
Books:  The Shining, It, Watership Down, The Dark Tower Series, Interview With the Vampire (haven't read the rest yet), The Black Gryphon, Mrs. Frisby and the Rats of NIMH, Pet Sematary, Tailchaser's Song, The Earth's Children Series, Red Dragon, Silence of the Lambs, and Hannibal.
Animals: Oh man, I can't pick favorites! I love all animals. But, some I really love are, cats, rats, dolphins, horses, snakes, ravens, crows, all raptors, cockatiels, dragonflies, ferrets, llamas . . . see? I could go on and on.
Words: defenestrate, schism, dilapidated, exsanguinate, eviscerate, and meow.

I sleep with stuffed animals.
I have been diagnosed with chronic depression, dyslexia, and social anxiety.  I also have some symptoms of bipolar disease and obsessive compulsive disorder (but not enough to really say I have them).  People like to give me drugs for these things because they think they help.
I'm extremely misanthropic and anti-social.
I feel much more comfortable around animals than people.
I like to make up words.
I'm agnostic leaning toward paganish ideas.
I meow randomly.
I spend most of my time sleeping during the day and awake at night.
If I could be anything I wanted, I'd be a drummer in a rock band, a fantasy/horror writer, a furry/fantasy/horror artist, the owner of a large exotic animal farm, or someone who works with big cats to enrich their lives in zoos and educate people about them to protect them in the wild.
But I can't be any of those things cuz I suck.
I'm very obsessed with yaoi and slash. There's just nothing yummier!
I'm a furry lifestyler. If you don't know what that means, sorry. It would take too long to explain it here. If you do know, my phenotype is a unigryph. That's half unicorn, half gryphon. And my gryphon half is raven/cougar. So basically I'm a raven/cougar/unicorn chimera, if that makes any sense.
I'm not a vegetarian, but I love veggie burgers.
I prefer to be barefoot as much as possible.
I have a tendency to talk to myself when I'm alone.
I collect model horses, old or unusual glass bottles, animal skulls, toys (mainly My Little Ponies, Care Bears, stuffed animals, and certain action figures), and anything related to dragons, unicorns, gryphons, gargoyles, rats, ravens and crows.
I use the verb 'eat' to express that I like something, hate something, want something, am mad at something/someone, want to have sex with someone, can't find something, or just about anything else. It's very contextual.

I have multiple personalities. No, not the disorder, it's just... Well, the best I can describe it is I've always had a very active imagination and I just never grew out of the pretend to be someone else stage. They're kinda like role playing characters, in fact some of them started out that way, but they're more than that. They are apart of me. They sort of represent different aspects of my personality, yet they each have their own unique personality that is different from mine. I can "become" them at will, and I do so just whenever I feel like it, to have fun, to help me though a difficult situation, just to let my imagination wonder, whatever. But I rarely do so in front of other people, or at least not outwardly so they'd notice. Yes, I know I'm extremely weird. But I don't care, that's just who I am.
Maybe some day I'll put up a detailed description of each of my "personas" (as I call them, for lack of a better term) but probably not, as I doubt anyone would be interested. It's not like anyone's going to read all of this rambling anyway. But anyway here are the basics:
Meeronver Darkhoof is my "true self," how I express who I really am. She is a unigryph (see above).
Angel is a wererat.
Crystal Meth is an anime cat-girl.
Torn is a shape-shifting unicorn.
I'm weird, no?