Not shocked
Early in July I started a blog draft that I didn't want to post because I was hoping that I was wrong. In that draft I stated that I didn't think Greg was returning. Around August the 8th I deleted it because I had convinced my self that my gut feeling was wrong. I know better than to ignore a gut feeling. Well on August 12th my suspicions were confirmed just days before I was due to fly up to Canada, on a one-way ticket, and then drive back with Greg that he would not be returning and wanted a divorce.
Some back story...
In late April Greg flew up to Canada to help his parents, work for the summer, and have alittle time to himself. Even before he left I had some doubts about whether or not he'd return. I asked him several times over the course of the summer and even as recently as Friday the 11th I was told that everything was fine and he was coming back. On the 12th I learned the truth by chance and from somebody other than Greg when they were shocked that I was still flying up. I called Greg to get the truth and that's when it was confirmed. That is what bugs me about this, the lying. I understand that people grow and feelings can change but I deserved honesty.
I'm doing good though. As I said I had a gut feeling. So much so that I had all ready told my mom and a close friend that Greg wasn't coming back. With the lack of emails, phone calls, and bare minimum contact over the summer I started my own routine and so with everything all combined it wasn't a blow like it would have been if we had been having dinner and he had announced he was leaving.
All I want now is to get my belongings back, get divorced and have him pay for part of our debt like he's said he would.
Some back story...
In late April Greg flew up to Canada to help his parents, work for the summer, and have alittle time to himself. Even before he left I had some doubts about whether or not he'd return. I asked him several times over the course of the summer and even as recently as Friday the 11th I was told that everything was fine and he was coming back. On the 12th I learned the truth by chance and from somebody other than Greg when they were shocked that I was still flying up. I called Greg to get the truth and that's when it was confirmed. That is what bugs me about this, the lying. I understand that people grow and feelings can change but I deserved honesty.
I'm doing good though. As I said I had a gut feeling. So much so that I had all ready told my mom and a close friend that Greg wasn't coming back. With the lack of emails, phone calls, and bare minimum contact over the summer I started my own routine and so with everything all combined it wasn't a blow like it would have been if we had been having dinner and he had announced he was leaving.
All I want now is to get my belongings back, get divorced and have him pay for part of our debt like he's said he would.
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Once again, I wish things went differently and I would like to still keep in touch. Remember if there is anything you need or if you want to talk let me know, the door and the phone is always avalible. Big hugs.
Your friend
Thank you for the friendship. It truly means alot to me. :)
As for Greg and I, it just wasn't meant to be.
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