dream

My Day started off bad last Sunday. I had to get up at 3:00 a.m. to get ready for work. And I had drank Beer the night before. So I didnt feel really great. I spent some time that morning in Prayer with the FATHER. Asking HIM to please take the Desire of the Beer away from me. and HE did of course. HE does that for me and for you because HE knows I dont want to do that anylonger and its not good for me. My Job is I need to keep doing what I Pray for. I need to stay in touch with HIM each day. I lack a Bit in that. Well anyway. I whent off to work that day. And it was a Horrible day there at work. Just everything whent wrong and I didnt feel good because of the sin I had been doing the day before. I ended up working 9 and half hours that day. was very tired when I got home. So I made my self some dinner and settled down for the evening. I had stayed in touch with the LORD all day at work. So I knew HE was with me. I love that feeling when I know HE is walking with me during the day. I grabed my Bible and began to read where I had left off in the Book of Joshua. I read in Bed for awhile then it was time to stop and go to sleep. with out any Beer. I turned on the radio beside my Bed. and listend to KAPL. After a little bit I fell asleep with the Radio on. and that is when the Bad Dream began. It was very stange indeed. And its all kind of Fuzzy to me. This is what I remember. It was I think Present day. And my two Brothers my Sister and my Dad were in it. Also someone eles who I Admire and Respect a Great Deal. I was and Im a Born agine Christain but my Brothers and Sister is not. And in my Dream. I had the chance to take my Brothers and Sister to this Person to be Born-Agine. So I was very excited about doing that. But my Dad said NO. He forbid me to take them to this Person. However I decided to go aginst His wishes and did it anyway. My Dad was very abusive to all of us growing up. I loved Him as a child will do. But I also Hated Him for what He did to us. In the dream we are there. my self and my brothers and Sister. And this Person that I admire is Saving them. And its really Great. But something eles was going on to. Im not sure what. but I knew something was wrong. Suddently my Dad apprears there. And He is really Mad at me. He then insisted that my 2 Brothers and Sister leave with Him right then. And I said NO. I began to argue with Him. And at some point we began to struggle. I had ahold of Him by the Shirt collar and I was over powering him. In my Dream I was much bigger and stronger then my Dad. And He could no longer Hurt me anymore like He did when I was a Child. I Remember in my dream as I had him by the shirt collar He was Doubling up His fist and acting like he was going to hit me in the face. He did that many times as I was a Child. But He never did hit me. not even in the dream. At some point in my dream he began to back down and started to leave. And I was happy. Glad, Joyus, that I had finnally stood up to Him. But as He was leaving. In His haste to get away from Me. He somehow Broke His Leg. just above the ankle. And it was flooping around and he was in terrible pain. Oh I felt so bad and so sorry for Him. I wanted to help Him but he wanted nothing to do with me at that point. And He just kept trying to get out of there. with His Leg Broken and in horrible pain. And now I was in Pain watching my Dad struggle with a Broken leg. My Dad who I loved but also hated. At that point I woke up. and finnally realized it was only a Dream. looked at the clock. it was not even 7:00 p.m. yet. And I thought. WOW. what a horrible Dream. Im never going to beable to go back to sleep now. And I didnt sleep for awhile. And when I finnally did awake to my alarm at 2:30 a.m. I knew I had not had a good nights sleep. Im sure there were other dreams I had that night. But I can not recall them.

so while I was at work on Monday. And it was a very good Monday at work. I could not stop thinking about this Dream I had. And what did it mean? Where did it come from? This is the first bad dream I have had in a very long time. I just thought I need to come home and write all this down and try to understand it. Im not sure that I do understand it. Did I have that Dream because I had such a bad day at work.? Or because I still have issues with my Dad.? Or did GOD make me have this Dream to show me something.? Or finnally. Was it because of the fact it was my first night in a few days that I had not had my evening Beer.? And Perhapes satan was a bit involved in brining that dream to me.? I really dont know...

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